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Be Here Instead

by Parker Millsap

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1.
Rolling 02:31
You’ve got to roll with the punches You’ve got to roll on a dime You’ve got to roll if you’re coming with me Gotta roll out gotta be on time We got to roll down the highway Set the cruise control and watch the line Don’t watch the phone cause were going my way Rolling on to a better time We got to roll all together We got roll if you like it or not That heavy load would be a feather If everybody give a little then nobody gotta give a lot If you’re gonna roll another number You got to roll the windows down Or maybe wait ‘til were in the country We can’t get caught in this little town Sometimes you roll just like a boulder Sometimes you roll like a stone instead If you keep on rolling you’re gonna get older Roll long enough you roll over dead So we got to roll all together We got roll if you like it or not That heavy load would be a feather If everybody give a little then nobody gotta give a lot
2.
Give me something real Give me something true Give me something I can feel Give me some of you Give me something flesh Give me something bone I can’t hold you to my chest Through the telephone I’m through with the telephone I can’t stand a poor connection Can’t hold your hand through the screen I don’t want your reflection I just want the real thing You got something easy You got something pure You don’t have to tease me honey Give me some of yours Give it to me straight I’ll take it unadorned I been through your roses honey I don’t mind the thorns I don’t mind the thorns I can’t stand a poor connection Can’t hold your hand through the screen I don’t want your reflection I just want the real thing
3.
Vulnerable 03:08
You think resistance Makes you seem so strong You keep your distance Then wonder why we don’t get along I gotta tell you, I gotta tell you There’s a better way I gotta tell you, I gotta tell you I just gotta say Sometimes your meekness Isn’t a weakness Sometimes a whisper says it all It’s hard to get close when You won’t show emotion It takes a whole lot of trust to fall So you’ve got to be vulnerable You try so hard to Stay against the wall I think part of your heart’s due For an overhaul I gotta tell you, I gotta tell you You’re gonna have to open up There’s no such thing as close enough Sometimes your meekness Isn’t a weakness Sometimes a whisper says it all It’s hard to get close when You won’t show emotion It takes a whole lot of trust to fall So you’ve got to be vulnerable
4.
It Was You 03:41
Who held me when I was aching? Who dried the tears I bled? Who was it when I was shaking That sat by the bed Their hand on my head? Who was it when I was breaking That came and made the mend? When everybody was faking And playing pretend I had friend Someone Someone came and refilled me Someone came and they healed me Someone carried me through Someone pulled the veil and revealed me It was you When all the waters were rising Who found the higher ground? Who stared out toward the horizon? Who followed the sound Back homeward bound Who blew the wind That sailed me back in? Someone Someone came and refilled me Someone came and they healed me Someone carried me through Someone pulled the veil and revealed me It was you
5.
In Between 03:26
After you’re through laughing but before you start to cry Felt like it weren’t lasting so you gave it one last try And now the worst has happened, but you haven’t said goodbye Ain’t it mean, the in-between? Once the day is done for but before the sun goes out After you were unsure but before you have your doubts Venom fills your tongue but just before your lungs can shout You come clean in the in between Just below the rubber but just above the ground Ain’t it just like water to take you where you’re bound Once you’ve lost your traction before the crashing sound Of machines you’re in between Once the summer’s over before the leaves have changed Got rid of the sofa but you haven’t rearranged Once you’re clean and sober the normal feels so strange It’s obscene the in between After the conception but before the veil is torn After disconnection but before you leave this form After last inspection but before you’ve been reborn It’s serene the in between
6.
Dammit 04:09
You can’t see the forest for the branches You can’t see the ocean from the bottom of the wave You can’t see the glory from the trenches You can’t see tomorrow from today I can’t tell the hour from the minute I can’t tell the weekend from the middle of the week It’s sure hard to see it when you’re way down in it It’s sure hard to beat it when it makes you feel a little weak It’s hard to see the surface From the bottom It’s hard to know your purpose Ain’t it true Some folks say to smoke ‘em If you’ve got ‘em Dammit if you don’t Damned if you do I always try to see the thistle for the flower I try to see the shower as a break from the heat I try to whistle straight through the sour Yeah the pill tastes bitter but I ‘ll tell you that it tastes sweet I said it’s hard to see the surface From the bottom It’s hard to know your purpose Ain’t it true Some folks say to smoke ‘em If you’ve got ‘em Dammit if you don’t Damned if you do It’s hard to keep a secret but not to tell a lie It’s hard to believe it when you’re barely getting by It’s hard to know the answer when the questions never said It’s hard to be a dancer baby when you’re living in your head Now you can’t see the future and you can’t keep the past All the winners are just lucky losers baby nothing ever lasts It’s hard to see the surface From the bottom It’s hard to know your purpose Ain’t it true Some folks say to smoke ‘em If you’ve got ‘em Dammit if you don’t Damned if you do
7.
Empty 03:29
I am a cloud once it has fallen I am the tank the engine is stallin’ I am the words of ex-lovers callin’ I am down and I am crawling I’ll say it simply I have been draining I am empty But now it’s raining I am the place we used to go I am the light that doesn’t glow I am the brawler after the blow I am the venue after the show I’ll say it simply I have been draining I am empty But now it’s raining
8.
Stop looking behind You will not find Anything there Stop looking ahead Be here instead This is the prayer: Now is the treasure you seek Here is the place you can keep Everything else is a guess Now is place you exist Here’s where the present persists Pounding away in your chest Don’t guess what’s to come That ain’t no fun That ain’t no fair Don’t put yesterday On the replay You were just there Now is the treasure you seek Here is the place you can keep Everything else is a guess Now is the place you exist Here’s where the present persists Pounding away in your chest
9.
In Your Eyes 03:13
You’ve got the witch’s brew You’ve got the diamond skies You’ve got pacific blue Shining in your eyes You may not realize it’s in your eyes You may not realize it’s in your eyes You’ve got the avalanche You’ve got the hurricane You’ve got the olive branch You’ve got the flame Tell me when you blink What is it you see? And how do you think It comes to be? You may not realize it’s in your eyes You may not realize it’s in your eyes
10.
There’s just no way around it I’m sure I can either enjoy or endure Time keeps passing Nothing lasts for more Than a moment the miracle’s asking for Nothing I’m just something Passing through There ain’t no way but through it I know Life just gives you the one way to go Every waking minute feels a dream I’m not taking it for what it seems lately I feel I’m not quite real Just passing through I might not be just a body with a view I’m more a vibration A truck in a station Passing through
11.
Always 02:32
You’ve got a smile I can taste While I’m away it’s a waste Honey, you’ve got the stuff I hope that I’ve got enough Will you love me always Always Always You’ve got a color I can hear There’s never been another I’ve held so dear Honey you’ve got the stuff I hope that I’ve got enough Will you love me always Always Always Honey you’ve got a touch that feels like light Honey you’ve got too much and that’s alright Darling I’m just a nerve Firing all night Lost in your curve Always Always Always
12.
Being Alive 02:55
You’re inhaling you’re releasing You’re not failing if you’re breathing Tell me what more Are you here for Than being alive? If you’re hearing you are feeling If you’re fearing you’re not healing Tell me what more Can you ask for? You have arrived Tell me what more Are you here for Than being alive? Tell me what more Can you ask for? You have arrived Tell me what more Are you here for Than being alive?

about

The fifth album from Oklahoma-bred singer/songwriter Parker Millsap, Be Here Instead emerged
from a wild alchemy of instinct, ingenuity, and joyfully determined rule-breaking.

As those explorations deepened and
broadened his musical vision, Millsap soon arrived at a body of work touched with both unbridled
imagination and lucid insight into the search for presence in a chaotic world.

credits

released April 9, 2021

All songs written by Parker Millsap © 2021 Northwentz Publishing (BMI) Administered by Wixen Music Publishing, Inc.

Musicians
Parker Millsap: Vocals, Guitars, Keyboards
Daniel Foulks: Violins
Ryan Connors: Keyboards
Matt Novotny: Drums
Taylor Zachry: Bass

Additional Musicians
Erin Rae on “In Between” “In Your Eyes” “The Real Thing”
Roan Yellowthorn on “In Your Eyes” appearing courtesy of Blue Élan Records

Studio
Produced, Recorded and Mixed by John Agnello
Recorded at Omnisound Studios & Blackbird Studios in Nashville, TN
Omnisound engineer Josh Emmons
Blackbird assistant engineer Bella Agnello
Mixed at Kaleidoscope Sound in Union City, NJ
Mixing engineer Jeremy Delaney
Mastered by Greg Calbi with Steve Fallone at Sterling Sound in Edgewater, NJ

ART
Album photography by Tim Duggan
Cover design & packaging layout by D. Norsen

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